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Laugh Abandoned

You used to laugh 

with abandon

With me

Around me 

Throw your head back

Mouth open

Hazel green eyes 

closed

I don’t experience 

that

Anymore

I have to believe

You still do

But I am no longer

In the privileged circle

The pictures I have

Of your laugh

Of your beautiful

Beautiful smile

Hurt me

MVP


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  1. Lovely, thank god for April! Love "I have to believe You still do". Don't want to I imagine. Thanks.

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